this time..

our next appointment is tomorrow at 4pm. is there a more rad word for insemination?

i hope we're reading those damn test kit sticks correctly because this is wearing me down.

the process is beating me down and pissing me off,

and i'm really tired of feeling inpatient and crazy.

remember when i used to talk like this when we were waiting for izzi? i do.

it sucked. it sucks still, the wait..

we really need to get away, so we're driving to port aransas this weekend

and yeah i'm counting away the days.

i think i'm unraveling. i think i've said that before..

its the weather, and work - everything's heating up and the public seems stretched thin.

home is my favorite place right now. and that feels good.

rio ritas is my second favorite place. we should go there right now.

BY THE WAY - we HATED the happening..the shitty dialog, and shitty acting, and shitty everything, omgah..