so time's ticking..

the insemination -

10:30 last thursday, and it wasn't magical at all. i wasn't giddy and beaming like i imagined i would be. i wasnt even nervous..

it was like any other doctor visit, it was just like going in for a flu shot or something. maybe it was that minni wasn't able to be there, i guess that may have taken away from the experience of it.

and that was that.

i have a feeling we'll have another chance to make more of it..

the cryotank -

is heavy and we have to return it to fairfax within ten days.


my doctor -

its a big deal to her that another doctors name is on the shipping tag, its also a big deal to her that "normally the samples are shipped directly to her office rather than brought in by the patient"

"bizarre" she said

i asked fairfax about that -

i was assured that it's common practice for patients to pick up their tanks on the way into their doctors office. so i think that i greatly dislike my doctor..
if anyone knows of a great obgyn in austin, lemme know..

and now -

i'll pee on a different kind of pee stick on the 8th - let you know