defeated..

against our better judgement we accepted a placement on august 30th. we weren't ready, but we couldn't say no to two brothers in a shelter. we've been a complete mess since they're arrival.

a two year old with an issue more profound than the terrible twos.. and a nine month old with severe seperation anxiety coupled with a skull fracture and the worst case of teething in history..well just ask him.

it isn't going to work out.

we're not getting any sleep.

we're emotionally drained.

we're stressed beyond recognition..

it's that dramatic.

not to mention we have the guilt that comes with not being able to care for two little babies when they need it the most..

self preservation.

so.

we're not going to be parents for awhile.

we need to step away for some time.

i hope all is well in your world.

we'll talk to you soon.