and so this is christmas..

what a great holiday it's been..
i love how the beginning of a new year makes us feel the possibility of a fresh start, looking forward and not so much back, onto the trail of roller coaster track that has led us to where we are - wide eyed from the ride..
in baby making news we have the fortunate option of two friend/donors.
The first:
B is the all american tall lean white boy with piercing blue eyes and a deep seeded need for the rush of adrenaline. he has an older sister who he thinks is a lesbian..we met her once and yeah the gaydars did bleep a bit. he plans on moving to Virginia before the baby is born.

The other:
M is a Filipino adoptee with an infectious grin and a chill behind-the-scenes demeanor, he's the father of a 7 year old girl whom he sees regularly. she's incredibly smart and cute as heck..we met her once.
M wants to know the would be baby, but has of course agreed to relinquish his rights & responsibilities to her [he calls her she..].

(the paperwork just needs a couple signatures)

we've been blessed with good friends and we'd be lucky to create-a-kid with either one of them. to up our odds we'll probably alternate and use them both.
so we start the process again with a new cycle in january!